February 23, 2006

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  Your perception of a problem is 90% of the problem

  
  

  
  Can we just Darth Vader the whole situation and be done with it?

  
  

  It's funny that at a stress reduction workshop you finally admit to yourself that stress is not what's eating you, it's frustration. I was going to do training and then had it taken away from me. I understand the reasons why it was taken away but it doesn't make it any less dissapointing. I thought I was ok with that and that I would work on the project in other capacities but on our regular Tuesday Meeting it was as if I wasn't there. 

  
  

  So I started thinking fine, it's time to reach out and see what else is out there in terms of contracting and job possibilities. It's starting to look up and the evolution of some of those things work to my advantage.

  
  

  
  
  • CVC became a purely technical organization in a college not too far from where I live .
  
  
  • WebCT is hiring again so that may be another possibility
  
  
  • Certifications are good for you. I'm thinking about Dreamweaver and, once I get a handle on it, maybe even Flash and Flash Media Server

  
  

  One of the questions that still bugs me is how much I should hold on to the situation. I really want to do training but I don't want to be an afterthought because other people are too busy to do it, I don't want to be pulled into so many directions that I get distracted and upset when things don't work. And, above all, I want to be in a situation where I can actually stretch intellectually both as an individual and as part of a team..

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